Dear Heavenly Father,
I praise you for the report yesterday that my heart is okay! Thank you for that! That is one less thing to worry about! However, you know I have this swelling in my legs and feet and we don’t know where it is coming from. I pray dear Lord that my doctor can figure out what it is. Maybe it is a reaction to one of my medications, I don’t know. Please Lord speak to my doctor when I see him on July 2nd, and give him the wisdom to be able to know what to do next about this swelling.
I also pray Lord to get my neuropathy under control. My eyesight is giving me such problems, you know dear Lord what I am going through with that, I don’t need to elaborate and the pain Lord; please give me some relief from this pain. I honestly don’t like having to use a walker at 39 years old. But it is so hard to pick my feet up at times and so hard to put one foot in front of the other. And dear Lord I have not even mentioned the back pain.
Lord you know what I am going through. I don’t want to be in this pain anymore. I desperately cry out to you to take this from me. Through tears I write this. Lord I have children to take care of, who need a mother to care for them, not a mother who constantly is asking for their help.
Please Lord I lift my pain and health up to you. If I am supposed to have to endure this then please give me the strength and peace to accept it. Please help me to be able to use it to your advantage Lord as a witness to you. If not then please take this from me Lord. I know you know what is best for me, and I just want to do your will. So Lord I just lift my life up to you to do with as you will. Amen.